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Dad Mode

by No Nostalgia

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1.
I hate this place And what it’s done to me I don’t want to play this part, but I’m too old for a new start I’m not even old, I’m young at heart But old enough to have my hesitations That I have to face Like what do I even want anyway? My house that I’ve known is feeling less and less like home I’m not scared, but I need to go For once, I need to run away, away, away To the weeks just beyond my reach To a season that belongs to me To a bed where I can sleep To a headspace that will let me think Maybe there’s hope In what I want to be Or maybe unrealistic expectations leave me here, forever waiting Stuck in a life where I’m sad, I’m bored, I’m something in between But the in betweens Feel like the only things that can make me happy So thanks for all you've given me I'm sorry it's not meant to be I take the best and run You can just throw the rest away, away, away And I don’t care what it takes from me I don’t care however bad it seems And I don’t know if this came out right But I promise you that I’ll be fine So fuck this place At least today But not always Just for today
2.
Fog 04:45
And when the fog rolled in I didn't have to move I was just lying there I let it consume me I don't feel safe outside I don't feel safe within It's easier to hide inside Embracing the ways you've been I let it consume me I let it become my favorite thing I let it consume me I let it become my favorite thing about me I let it consume me I let it consume everything
3.
In Between 03:32
I'm never all the way here I'm always in between Never quite where I want to be Always in between
4.
What a Mess 02:48
Days spent so listless I would rather be asleep I've got too many goals and not enough drive Oh well Searching for feelings that I used to know so well They were just here and now they're gone So what I am beautiful but I am lost And I keep fucking up everything I love And I'm stronger now than I was before but that's not saying much Watching on from a distance: How can I compete? If I don't try, then i can't lose Alright Digging up old excuses These will have to do for now because I'm running out It's fine I'm okay It's fine I'm okay But I'm tired of my body And I'm tired of my voice And I'm tired of my life And I'm tired of the world And I'm tired of it all And I'm tired of it all But I don't want to be anymore I don't want to be anymore
5.
Habituation 05:16
I wake up And I live through the same conversations With the same people Over and over, again and again I repeat All of my tired, old jokes I don’t find funny anymore Can’t see what I saw in them before And I say “I’m sorry” all the time To the point that I don’t notice That it doesn’t have a meaning And when I go to sleep I run through these same conversations in my head And think of all the better things I could have said, But the moment’s dead A different day, the same regrets A different day, the same regrets A different day, the same regrets x 1000

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Self recorded in a church storage room and an apartment bathroom.

Our friend Marcos was kind enough to master this for us.

Thank you for listening - Cera/Marshall/Jon

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released September 26, 2016

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